You begin enthusiastically, with lots of ideas and different things to try.
You are excited. You want to tell people what you are doing but don't, instead it is your little secret. A year goes by and things start to become repetitive you've been here before, the thrill wears off, you are ready for something more.
And this is where my analogy completely falls down.
'Cause lets face it whilst I enjoy getting comments on my blog, I'm not so keen on them whilst on the job. Well, not from an audience anyway.
I've become a bit tired of late. I feel this blog is getting stale. As muses go infertility isn't the most inspiring of subjects.
But, I am about to start IVF a process which I hope will become one of the most life changing experiences of my life, one that I hope I will have to live with the consequences of for the rest of my days - or at least until the little critter leaves home.
So it would be a dumb time to stop blogging just now.
Therefore I have decided to take a few weeks off. On the 10 of June I have my next appointment which I hope will properly begin the IVF process.
Until then I don't really have much more to say. I'm not depressed, or upset, or pessimistic, or fed up (well, maybe a just little fed up). I think I need to step away from infertile thoughts, and take a break.
So amigos, thanks for your support I'll be back on (or around) the 10 of June and it'd be great if you popped back then.